"Either let me fly or give me death,
let my soul rest,
take my breath,
if I don't fly I'm gonna die anyway,
I'm gonna live on,
but I'll be gone anyday."
~D.M.X.~
Earl Simmons
I quote this artist to express the urgence of my situation, mostly to myself, I feel like I am at a crossroads in my life, and I'm not sure which path to travel down, either could end my life sooner or later. I'm not sure what else to do, but pray for absolution, an answer, something to guide me, I thank the lord for everything, my life, my children, as sad as it all is sometimes, and the joy that you permit on occasion.
What I am asking from everyone is for you to pray for the lord to save me.
Please let the power of prayer prevail above all.